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I wish you happiness
As I point the gun at my head
As I tighten my finger over the trigger

I wish you love
As I shed my last tears
As I think my last thoughts

I wish you peace
As I feel my heart beat quicken
As I feel the chaos still around me

I wish you hope
As I see my dreams shatter
As I feel the despair of my heart

I wish you life
As I give in to my pain
As I greet death

Suicide is Painless?She's lying there
On her bed
The voices whisper
In her head
Nobody loves you
Nobody cares
They'd be better off
If you were not there
The blade comes out
It moves real swift
And carves up and
Down her wrist
With her finger
She sat and wrote
In her own blood
Suicide note

Her sister was
The first to find
Her crumpled body
Defunct of life
Her sister does
Not deserve this
After all
She's only six
Her whole life
The memory
Will haunt her mind
For all to see
The person she
Looked up to
Is now not here
Oh, what to do

The mother next
She hears the scream
Comes in the room
And in a dream
She sees the body
Her first

SuicideSlash my wrists
Slit my throat
Feeling the drain of blood
Feeling empty

Days long past passing before my eyes
Have no feeling now
I see nothing but black
No fire, no bright light
No nothing
Just Nothing

Nothing exists after death
Noting not you, and not me
Nothing

Than I awake
With the blade still in my hand
Untouched by my blood
I put it down and walked into the black abyss
Called life.

SuicideI cut myself today
and I started to bleed
The pain is so intense
and I start to scream

I cut myself today
and I start to cry
why did I do this?
I don't want to die

I crawl to the door
I'm at the top of the stairs
I try and yell for help
But the words don't come out

I try to get up
but my knees are so weak
I take my last breath
with one tear rolling down my cheek

SuicideSuicide... they call it sin
They say it is a death in which no-one wins...

They encourage you not to do it, they say it is wrong...
But who is there to encourage you when you can't be strong.

You feel like you have no-one, not even a friend.
No shoulder to cry on, just one last letter to send.

SuicideI'm sorry i've got to do this
I can't take anymmore.
I loved you, and always will,
please don't forget me,
cos i'll never forget you.
I hope to see you later on
when your time to pass has come.
thankyou for helping me
I'm sorry it didnt work out better,
you all tried your best
please dont blame your selves.
thats not what I want,
I want you all to be happy,
go on with your lives.
do it for me cos I couldnt do it,
not even for myself.
I tried my best to be happy and free
but at the end of the day,
thats just not me.

The SuicideI saw your pain,
and yet I did not try to fix it.

I saw the tears,
and yet I could not dry them.

You talked of your troubles,
and yet I gave no time to listen.

I feel as though I could have saved you, now.
I made no effort at all.
I feel as though I added to your anguish.
I wanted to help, but I didn't know what to do.

I cannot imagine the pain you must have been in,
forgive me for not seeing.

Oh, God, I don't know why I couldn't see!

Blinded by my own petty distractions and excuses
Too busy to save you...

I am so sorry, Dan,
And I pray that you're in heaven as I pray for forgiveness.

Please know that I cried for you once i

SuicideMom I love you
Don't blame it on yourself
Dad forgive me
I couldn't ask for help
Sis don't hate me
For leaving you alone
Take my picture
Off the table by the phone

It never belonged there anyway

This happy family was broken
Long before I left it anyway
I don't expect you to understand
Just why it was that I couldn't stay

I know you can't hear me
But I'm writing this for you
It is my last punk song
Telling you my life is through
It's okay to hate me
Just don't miss me when I'm gone
Cuz I don't deserve it
When I have done so much wrong

I never belonged here anyway

This happy family was broken
Long before I left it anyway

SuicideWhen I woke up,
I expected you to be alive.
I expected the end of your letter
To say something like,
"I'm right behind you,
You moron!"
But that never happened.
When I woke up,
You were still dead.
You aren't dead to me.
You should be alive,
You should be here with me!
Where are you?
Why did you leave?
You didn't have to go!
I would've cared for you!
I would've rescued you!
There are still people who love you!
You didn't have to kill yourself!
You didn't have to die.
I can't believe you're dead.
I can't believe you're dead.

SuicideSuicide

Tortured, suffering, living in pain

haunted by his past

he writes a letter to his family and friends

and for unknown reasons laughs.

He thought he was alone and uncared for

he heavens a sigh of grief

tears flow freely from his eyes

he seeks to find relief.

Into his room he silently went

is parents not to wake

takes the revolver from his drawer

his hands begin to shake.

A loud noise echoes through the house

his parents run indred

for on the floor with a gun at his side

in a pile of blood their son lay dead.

SuicideThere once was a girl who hated the world because of the pain within. On the outside she appeared just fine. But her sanity was wearing thin. Pain and hate and guilt were hidden deep inside her mind. But it grew and increasingly she broke down from time to time. No one knew of her burdens since she hid them very well. No one would've ever guessed that soon she'd say her last farewell. Her family expected too much from her and spoke in an indifferent and hypocritical way. She felt worthless and useless and stupid and ashamed. It was the same cycle every day. Her friends provided little comfort for they were all rather opinionated. T

SuicideWhen life gets tough,
You get your knife.
When life just sucks,
You take your life.

When you have problems,
When no one cares.
The scars on your arms.
All the stares.

The blade of the knife
Held up to your wrist.
The blood leaking out.
Your hand in a fist.

There is no pain.
You do not start.
Nothing compares
To the pain in your heart.

If you're in the mood
You might get artistic.
Carve a morbid message
"I am sadistic."

"I hate"
"Life sucks"
"Screw the world"

Most don't understand
What it's like to suffer.
"There are people in the world worse off than you."

Do you care?
Oh no.
You're apathetic.

Emotionless.
Indiff

Suicide

Bare wrists
Knife in hand.
Closed fists
Tears land..

Time stops.
Thoughts flow.
Knife drops.
Don't go.

A Suicide Note..

Dear Mum and Dad,

First of all you need to know that this is not your fault,
It's mine, for I locked my problem inside me like a vault,
Problems that I was never able to tell you,
Problems that I'm sick of dealing with. I'm through.

I'm sick of pretending that everything's alright,
I'm sick of having all these emotional demons to fight.
I can't take my depressing life anymore,
I realize I felt this way too often before.

I now know I'm not needed in this place,
Just another stupid teen, just another ugly face.
I can tell I'm secretly hated by everyone I know,
Though, when I'm around, they don't let their hatred show.

My life has n

SuicideTo make a small sacrafice for just a moment away from the pain, means so much more. For just that moment you can let your pain drip out through your blood. But, that cut will close up and scar. For the rest of your life you'll remember you couldn't deal with the pain. So, you brought a sharp object to your arm and let it glide along your precicious skin.

Just a small sacrafice could cause you death. You could cut too deep, in the wrong place, or the wrong way and boom! Your dead. People around you will be hurt and will remember you couldn't take it. You couldn't even bring your pain upon someone else and tell them how you feel. You

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Beautiful DreamerThe planets align,
in this, blackness called night,
the shine from the moon,
coats everything, in a gloomy light.

Your eyes shut closed,
silently, without a stare,
dreaming in your doze,
my love for you, i declare.

On this terrene,
together, we cannot be,
but whilst you dream,
it's forever you and me.

In your slumber,
this plot becomes thin,
your coming out from under,
I cant keep you in.

So until tonight,
you live without me,
and you're wondering how in the light,
things just cant be.

The Tide of LifeA crash of thunder,
a flash of light,
all sadness cast asunder,
in this thunderstorm tonight.

the thunder is a roaring,
the lightning sets the beat,
drops of rain are falling,
splashing in the sea.

In this ocean,
we see a tide,
a tide in the affairs of men,
our life as a voyage,
passes us by,
and all we can do,
is take what the current serves.

HeroesLooking out,
out over this fair land,
I see giants,
these gods amongst men,
they come in all shapes,
they come in all sizes.

They help,
help without purpose,
without purpose or agenda,
these fearless souls towering above,
the ones to be looked up too,
the ones to be worshipped.

Granting life,
life where it is needed,
needed for continuance,
they ask for nothing in return,
these humble fellows,
these everyday people.

We exist,
exist in a time,
a time of legend,
where anything is possible,
no matter the cost,
no matter the sacrifice.

Heroes,
thats what they are,
no capes are needed,
and their identities,
they shouldn

Why Did You Take It Away?Smile,
if you're crying inside,
put on your bravest face,
even if no one,
can fill that empty space.

You left,
you walked away,
you left me here,
with nothing,
nothing but words to say.

Streaming,
My face was full,
full of salty tears,
how could you walk away,
walk away after all these years?

It began,
fresh from the soul
a brand new start,
and now all I have,
is this here bleeding heart.

Crushed,
you have moved on,
moved from what once was,
to something new,
something new that has begun.

Space,
an area you once filled,
once filled with love,
this space will be,
what sends me to above.

A Perfect World?What's that you say?
The world would be better,
if they ran it your way?
Well here you are
have the key,
do what you want,
even obliterate our history.

You ended war,
you ended famine,
you settled age old disputes,
and for what?
you're still a nobody.

Give me the key,
let me show you what to change,
to rearrange our history.
Bring back the wars,
aggravate the disputes,
ensure that when it rains,
it pours.

I aggravated disputes,
I brought back war,
I made the human race,
what it was before.

This world may not be perfect,
but nothing ever is.
So put on a brave face,
and do something about,
bettering the human race.

Angel from another timeI want to remember,
why i cant take back,
what it was i said and did
that turned my world black.

Out of the darkness,
flared the light,
of one who spread her wings,
and then took flight.

Through ripples of thunder,
and pearls of light,
you soared supreme,
into the stormy night.

Wisps of light from around you shone,
battling the gloom, each and every one,
floating from the darkness so sublime,
there you were,
my angel from another time.

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Suicide

by ~itsekko, May 20, 2005, 4:54:07 PM
Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

You called me up,
crying,
down the phone,
you said you'd taken some pills,
and didn't want, to die alone.

Is your life,
that messed up,
you had to take steps,
to make it stop?

I cried to you,
to call 999,
you said you couldn’t listen,
to voices other than mine.

your voice sounded weak,
fighting for breath,
the silence was noticeable
as if i was deaf.

The streets of heaven,
are already full tonight,
full of souls,
souls of angels,
souls like yours,
souls of people,
whose life ended too soon.

Your death,
has brought nothing but pain,
upon this world.

Suicideby ~itsekko

Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

I dont know where the inspiration for this poem came from, all i know is that it came, and i liked it, so i wrote it down. I hope that anyone who is thinking of committing suicide reads this poem, and takes it to heart.

--eKKO

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~infekterad May 31, 2013 New member

Uhmn, is it weird I kind of almost stated to cry?
This was truly amazing, you're talented.

~lonelynightrain May 12, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

Beautiful, inspiring, and truthful.
Thank you.

~ShadAlex1011 May 8, 2013

This is beautiful. I wanted to cry. A friend if mine was going to commit suicide but was stopped. Thanks what I am grateful for and I watch out for her more.